Tuesday, January 11, 2022
Monday, January 10, 2022
unfortunately, our stuff with the movers has not. So we've been "camping" in our apartment. haha
It's great though! i'm nesting as best I can without all our stuff. lol "nesting"
I cannot thank my Father-in-law enough for his help in all this. And his wife, who has given us bedding. I am very grateful.
I just drove to the store by myself for the first time. My husband went to work for the first time today. I hope he has a good time, he was a bit nervous this morning and yesterday.
My cat was so miserable on the drive here, the medicine they gave us for her didn't work as well as I had hoped, but she wasn't that bad. Everytime I left her side to go take a bathroom break on the drive she started howling because she didn't know where I was. Poor baby.
And the first two days we were here she wouldn't leave my side. She is so attached to me and I didn't even realize how much until we moved. I am her safe place just as much as she is mine.
My husband has been amazing and I just hope this feeling will continue. I'm away from a lot of the things that give me anxiety and upset me all the time. The thing I miss most is my family and especially my Dad. My dad is my world and to not see him is really really hard on me. I've been texting him but he doesnt text much in general. I called him yesterday and we chatted.
Oh and the very first full day we were here it snowed a TON. Dad wanted pictures of that haha
I hadn't seen real snow in over ten years. Not since 2010 when I was in Massachusetts that one winter.
Anyways, I'm gonna end this with some photos from the move and shortly after we got here. A lot of snow pics.
ok they uploaded in reverse chronological order, lol oh well
Saturday, January 1, 2022
I know a lot of people are gonna be be saying "new year new life" but we actually mean it, here with our little family of me, my husband and Miss Lilly
in two days the movers will load up what we have in the storage unit, and the day after that we will leave for our new apartment. new beginnings.
None of this would have been possible if it wasn't for my husband's father. on top of that, we have received help from unexpected places and that is as much a surprise as it is a blessing. and i am very grateful for any and all help. I hope to thank these people in person, as soon as I can.
We are in the deep worst and hardest part of the packing and moving right now, I am just taking a much needed moment to breathe. My anxiety has been so bad over this move I thought I was going to break in half. Especially with the bad news for my family here, I felt horrible trying to pack up because I felt like I was abandoning them. But everything has turned out ok, actually. So that is, i think, a good sign for this move to be a success.
But I just have so much anxiety about every little thing and I don't know how to deal with it... I just snap and come off as a bitch. That's what happens, and I can't stop it as hard as I try.
So there's that. Which is horrible. For everyone around me.
We have a medication to give Miss Lilly so she will be sedated for the drive up. not completely out but very very sleepy. So that is handled. We have a temporary litter box and little and food to take with us up there so we can get her situated as fast as possible, and then let her take her time to come around. whatever she needs.
I've tried to think ahead for as much as I can but I'm still falling short, I know.
even the morning we leave i will probably feel like we are forgetting something or something isn't right, and i'll just have to live with that feeling because well, there's no turning back. haha
anyway i am done for now.