hello darlin nice to see ya, its been a long tiiiiiiime

So I had my first iron infusion last friday and the chemo/infusion station roomof the cancer center is REALLY CREEPY. like creepy spa day. they give you almost anything you want while you get your treatment. i didn't take advantage of most of anything because i wasn't there but an hour and a half or so. the chemo patients are there all day sometimes so i thought i'd just not.
MY blood pressure was ALMOST in the low range when I left (like one or two points from low on both) and they kept me longer than they planned because i seemed a little off, but i think i was just tired from not sleeping much.
I figured I'd have high blood pressure, but I haven't every time they check. pretty cool i guess

this past weekend I was in pain most of the weekend and we are trying to get the doctor to make a decision on what he's gonna do but it seems he is just.... ugh

I dont have much else to say

I go back to cancer center friday for more iron.

Post therapy update

https://youtu.be/PgMkTK2lkBo

Doctor updates. July 2, 2019

Friday june 28, 2019 shopping in car... rambling about crap

About that Mental Health Tho

MY BIOPSY RESULTS WERE NORMAL

so no cancer!!!
woooooooohoooo!

so other than therapy yesterday and the results, this week is/has going to be quiet.
i need the rest and down time tbh

next monday I have another test thing, and that weekend I am going to see my cousin because its her birthday.


i love my husband so much and i am go grateful for him and i am so blessed.

Post endoscopy vlog sat June 15, 2019