Friday, June 21, 2019

MY BIOPSY RESULTS WERE NORMAL

so no cancer!!!
woooooooohoooo!

so other than therapy yesterday and the results, this week is/has going to be quiet.
i need the rest and down time tbh

next monday I have another test thing, and that weekend I am going to see my cousin because its her birthday.


i love my husband so much and i am go grateful for him and i am so blessed.


Thursday, June 13, 2019

Text update

Trying to make this not a complete vlog blog lol....

I wasn't gonna post about this until I got the endoscopy results and then I realized the endoscopy is on a Friday so it might be middle of next week or later... So I will just tell now.

They did very advanced detailed blood work Tuesday. And I found out yesterday that my iron level is ridiculously low. Like almost non existent.
So that is why I have been so good damn tired. I mean, I get tired after 15 or 30 mins of doing anything. And if it's stressful work even faster. I have been thinking I am pathetic and lazy and weak and worthless. But I actually have a physical reason for my lethargy and being so tired all the time and how I get exhausted so fast.
They are referring me to a hematologist.
And the endoscopy will help see if I'm losing blood via a peptic ulcer or if my hiatal hernia is ... What's the word.. perforated? And bleeding.
Also I will see an OBGYN because my lady stuff is suspicious of being a cause of lost iron too.

So some of my stomach problems might be causing my iron deficiency. And we will find out soon. Also find out how bad my hernia is. And if I have an ulcer.
Then they will decide if they will take out my gallbladder and do any other surgery to help my problems with being able to eat foods without pain almost Everytime I eat. Or vomiting. Or whatever. (The hernia stuff) which could help stop my lost of blood/iron.

But it looks like either way I will be on super high iron supplements soon. And may or may not be having surgery for one or two different reasons.

Which I mean... Hell that's fine. If that iron supplements thing makes me feel better and have the energy to live life that would be freaking awesome.

Tuesday, June 11, 2019

June 11, 2019 vlog

I am really getting lazy... its so much easier to talk for like five minutes than spend half an hour or more trying to make a blog post lolol


Tuesday, June 4, 2019

my scheduled blog post

I have set up a habit tracker to try and motivate and keep track of my stuff so i have schedule to blog today. there is a lot going on. i...