My mom and dad went out of town for the past two days to celebrate my dad's birthday.
i've been able to sit in the livingroom and watch whatever I want on tv which was great until I accidentally messed up the TV set up in here and can't get to the direct tv now app lol
a REALLY REALLY bad storm his tuscaloosa yesterday lots of flooding and trees down
it missed us at the house but cause the University of Alabama a lot of trouble.
mom and dad are coming home today and we MIGHT go out to eat but i dunno. i'm feelng really depressed and i have no desire to get ready and leave the house.
i have gained so much weight i dread showering or getting dressed. i dread any and all social situations.
i just dont want anybody to see me the way i look now.
i feel like i might relapse on my eating disorder which is going to just make my life even more complicated. my psychologist is already overwhelmed with my other problems. i dont know what he will do if this happens on top of that. i know there's an eating disorder specialist at the OTHER clinic this company runs but i cant go there AND here. and id ont know if i can switch over without starting all over again with a psychiatrist.
I guess i will just have to wait and see what happens
I am gonna stop trying to explain myself now. it doesnt matter.
i'm watching some old school tv show on antenna its so funny haha
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