It was stan's birthday and I love him but i dont do well at gathering. and i cant drink and i cant socialize and it just wasnt a good day for me
but Stan had fun and that is what mattered. I just stayed out of the way because i would have been a party pooper with my sadness lol
i took a really good nap though and when i woke up everybody was gone so that was nice
the next day i slept in and stan and i laid in bed lounging on each other and watching tv and stuff. it was really nice i needed it after a few days of being weird and not talkin to him because of the pre party anxiety
today mom and dad did something different and they went to see a movie so that is cool!
i rode the stationary bike for 10 mins straight! so go meeee
i need to do is every day. maybe. 10 min in the morning and 5 at night
i got a little pretty (did my eye make up) and took a selfie
i also took pics of the bedroom because lol its so tiny and silly and yeah
i started a notebook about moving to ky so POSITIVE THINKING FOR THE WIN WILL USE THE SECRET AND MAKE IT HAPPEN YALL
my next post is going to be house/apartment stuff for moving, we want to buy a house but we might have to rent an apartment for a little bit... will be hard to find a place thats pet friendly in the way of apartments but we will make it happen somehow might get lilly a service pet thing for my anxiety
tomorrow i might go to town for once
i have a little money and i want to buy something. not sure what but i wanna get something.
one of my instagram friends has a 3ds and we exchanged friend codes so i have a new friend in my friend lists and it makes me happy for some reason
i am fighting my sleep like a mother fucker right now so i gotta post this and start on my house hunting entry that is my next project yay projects or whatever
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