wednesday is my birthday and i will be 30 and holy crap im old omg
i am going to ask the psych to give me back my prozac at 60 mgs ... i dont think 40 is going to be enough
i have weird feels and i hope the festival is going to be okay
i dont know what to do about.... anything really. the festival is all i have to think about...
i dont think we will have a wedding and i dont want one
i dont even knowwwww i just want it to be done withhh bahhhh
we are already married in practice what the hell is wrong with just... doing it already
im not upset
i'm just blaaaahhh
i just want to be Mrs. Ingold already please can we just fast forward to that?
i've stayed up making a few necklaces and watching V for Vendetta-- its almost over.. Stan hates it... but i love it.. we just have to agree to disagree
i wish i were sleepy!!!! lol
atleast i dont feel like my head is splitting apart at the same time i'm wide awake.. i just feel calm and awake