soooo. packed up before stan got off worked on friday. Stan picked up pizza on the way home to get me.. we haul ass to my parents house with Herc and Lilly
I gave mom her angel plant that I had been wanting to give her forever they finally had one again and she likes it i think, i dont know
We ate pizza and watched Blazing Saddles on friday night
I barely slept over night... I took Herc around 3:33
I got up early and I took a power cat nap from noon until 1pm
My dad smoked Boston Butt, Kim brought potato salad. mom made baked beans and bread and delicious desserts
Kim brought Brian with her.. Gordon went and got Krista..
gordon went to work and Krista stayed at the house
we played dice and then David and Lauren came and ate and we started a second game of dice but I could not finish because I was too anxious
we stayed at my parents house for longer than i thought i we would on sunday but it was okay because i finally got to sleep good
took lots of naps and sleeps and yay
we came home and went and got chinese and watched game of thrones and i crashed and slept
and today was... pretty intense
i feel really sick
like... drained and exhausted in ways that i dont know...
im watching greys anatomy again
i think wednesday is going to be a good day
i have a lot of feels
so my new anti depressant medicine is at a low dose and i am trying to hold on.... i see the psychiatrist next tuesday and the therapist als...
halfway done with my book for therapy! look at my baby girl! she's a princess (and she sheds reallllllllly bad) this is my...
I have finally gotten all the Christmas cards we plan to send ready. Now I gotta get to post office. They will probably be late but I tried ...
so the weekend get away was great. we gave decided to do that more often. it was really good for us. mentally and emotionally and as a coupl...