save for i am freaking out and have too much to do this morning
but ATLEAST THE HEADACHE I WOKE UP WITH IS GONE NOW #PRAISEBABYJESUS
i called my mom and she had amazing news for me reguarding stuff for the festival she is AMAZING AND I LOVE HER AND I AM SO GRATEFUL TO HAVE AMAZING PARENTS WHO CONTINUE TO BELIEVE IN ME EVEN THOUGH I HAVE FAILED AND FALLEN ON MY FACE OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER
I LOVE THEM AND I AM GOING TO MAKE IT THIS TIME GOD DAMN I REFUSE TO FAIL FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION
ok we came back from the outing and crashed and slept for a few hours
my parents are amazing as always, and my brother is cool too.
the food at New Orleans Bar and Grill in noporthport, al was AMAZING
and we have the best waitress (or two) EVER
like the best
we tipped her a lot, she was awesome and went way over on taking care of us and our food and our needs
we got the table for the festival from mom and dad and mom gave me all the melted bead suncatches that i didnt think she was really making i just SUGGESTED IT
so now i have these but no drill to dtill holes in them for the lines but we will be ok we will find a way between now and then
we went to hobby lobby and i got a FUCK TON OF BEADS to finish this last little artsy fartsy part of my stuff to show/sell .... stan is amazing and i am so mad at myself for letting him buy me these things. it cost way too much and i am going to be so sad until the festival because i want to pay him back money. like a lot of money. and then im even more scared i wont sell a lot at the festival
and that will be the biggest heart break of all because if this doesnt happen i am giving up jewelry making and getting "a real job"
so anyways now i am watching greys anatomy while Stan sleeps and I am eating and then making jewelry
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