Today was very fun!
stan and i met up with my parents and gordon for lunch. We ate at the chinese buffet near here and I didnt over eat-- i had just the right amount and it was good.
after that we all went to dirt cheap and we found the one big thing that we were worried about for the festival-- a tent.
so tomorrow we are going to my parents house to visit and see what their table looks like. we are going to start mentally planning out the “show area” i guess
i am so excited and scared at the same time. maybe mostly scared. i dont do people. i really wish or hope i can find a xanax or something for that day-- it would help a fuckton, it really would.
but anyways-- today hanging out with my family and stan was really awesome and i am excited about tomorrow and going to the house and seeing the dogs and my man kitty Aiden. He misses me so much, i know he does. nobody pets hm the way i do-- he and i have a special bond because i raised him from so young and put so much time into him when he was doing the growing and learning. i'm imprinted into him.
SO I USED BLACK PERSON HAIR DETANGLER TODAY. olive oil stuff. and it is WONDERFUL AND I LOVE IT AND I DON'T THINK I WILL EVER GET THE EXPENSIVE COCONUT OIL STUFF THAT IS $6+ when i can get this for $1 at dollar tree!!!!!
my hair feels fucking amazing
like i cannot explain to you how much difference it made. there are no words.
i have so much appreciation for this… wise about taking care of skin and hair.. cocoa butter and shea butter? that stuff is THE SHIT. like so good. i have been using cocoa nut butter soap and lotion for years now. my skin is ridiculously soft (save for my hands and feet because i use the hands too much and i walk barefoot everywhere haha)
so apparently my car was just… the battery wasn't charge? i dont know i feel like an idiot. i can't remember to turn off lights and doors are open or something. it has to be happening a lot -- there is not other explanation. unless there is something wrong with the car that they are missing. which it probably ISNT. its probably my dumb ASS.
i wanted to type more but i am falling asleep here so i guess i will go crassh into bed or something
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