This day can go fuck itself.
This seriously makes me question my faith in... The higher power. God. Whatever.
This is bullshit.
The only thing I can imagine this happened for is that both my grandmothers and also my pawpaw are old and sick and could die. And maybe I'm supposed to be here.
Or maybe my dad will need my support. Maybe some more bad shit is going to happen to my family and I need to be here for it.
I have always thought everything happens for a reason but God damn it this is not... Even. Just. Fuck this shit.