i am alive by the skin of my teeth
they will give me my prozac but they have to take away the ocd medication
so i can't win
also we are having some huge issues regarding the process of getting married and all that is supposed to happen
which hits me really hard because i am so down right now
i am pretty sure this is the worst depressive episode i have ever experienced
i am not showering
or cleaning myself
i am not changing clothes
i dont get out of bed
this has been weeks now
they want to put me in the inpatient treatment program but i refused because of money
the only thing i have been doing is playing nintendo DS crossword and wordsearch that my mom and dad got me when i got my ds
i have been coloring like mad crazy all the time
i cant watch greys anatomy because its so emotional... i was so excited to watch it because they put the new episodes up on netflix
blogging is really hard right now
i am finally finishing clothes that needed washing last week
I had so much fun on vacation. and on the way back i ate something that made me sick as hell. i am not over it yet-- food poisoning i guess...
so the weekend get away was great. we gave decided to do that more often. it was really good for us. mentally and emotionally and as a coupl...
So... The festival was yesterday. And we had bad luck with the shepards hill place again. I tried it last year and didn't sell anything....
I have finally gotten all the Christmas cards we plan to send ready. Now I gotta get to post office. They will probably be late but I tried ...