Friday, March 18, 2016

went to get my meds and funny thing is...

I went to the mental health clinic to get samples of my meds because my shit hasn't come in the mail yet
I come home and they have mailed them to me on this day. wtffff... they didnt even.. what the fuck.



so i come home to that little twist of FATE

and then when i decide okay-- now i need to fill up my pill case cause i have the pills for it... i see how messy my side of the bedroom is and i cannot handle it at all.. like.. AT ALLL.... so i pull everything out of there and use the vacuum and the hand tool thing and suck up all the shit in the carpet around the cracks and such of the bed and dresser and night stand and shit
its so clean now
it felt SO FUCKING GOOD
i think i had an "ocd-gasm" that what i'm calling it

so i did that and i dont know what i did for a bit i think i ate some food

and then called stan and told him stuff??? and then i waited  for stan to get home
or something
i dont remember

WE HAD PIZZA AND WATCHED GAME OF THRONES AND THEN I PASSED OUT (slept so hard... #resetbutton)
AND WOKE UP
AND WE HAD LONG DISCUSSION ABOUT FAITH AND SHIT
AND I AM GOING TO WORK A NEW SPELL that i feel is more in line with the original plan i set forth last year so that gives it more power

the virginia thing was a hail mary
but we can get what we want another way
its just gonna take a lot of work behind the scenes
there's a tarot card that actually says that and i drew it recently
i need to get time to talk to Karen and do a reading for her. that is on my to do list for this next week or so.

THEN I CLEANED UP THE OFFICE AND THERE IS ROOM TO USE THE BIKE AND  THERE WILL BE ACCESS TO THE DESK AS WELL WOOOO #springcrazys got me like wooooooooooooo #bipolarperks lol ALL THE ENERGIES




tomorow we are sleeping in and then going to my parents house for one night and coming back
i have stuff at mom and dads that i need to bring home and i need to take my jewelry up there so we can inventory it and decide what to make 
 we will organize the stuff and have what we want to display for sure on top of the restock back up products and put it away until time for festival its soon but not i have time.. its not like i dont already have everything.. i do



i've gained like.. 5 pounds and its driving me ABSOLUTELY BATSHIT
but i have just cleaned up the office


some of this could be in the other blog but i dont give two shits right now
i might copypasta some of it into an entry over there
this is the copy pasta btw edited for your taste... pg-13. maybe??? idk lmao

right now i need to finish writing in my actual journal and update my planner and day log

AHOYYYYYYYY

SO GLAD KARENS STUFF MADE IT OK
WAS WORRIED ABOUT THE MUG GETTING CRUSHED =(

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