I wasnt even expecting it because even though we just got to our one year of dating thing-- so much has happened-- with my batshit crazy. he has seem me insane in ways no other person has.
and then our precious Hercules was sick yesterday, had another seizure. first one in months though.
and to be fair, on top of my insanity with bipolar and other things--
this first half of april is going to be HELL to get through with so much going on
its so funny, when i thought.. or realized that he was about to ask me... my legs just gave in and i ended up kneeling on the floor instead of him.
we arent getting married anytime soon so i dont have to worry about ALL THAT NONSENSE
for a while at least
i woke up early to write this because i couldn't sleep anymore because i hadnt written anything
I LOVE YOU STAN I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU YES YESYESYESYESYESYESYES
the psychiatrist has agreed to put me back on the 60 mgs of prozac i was on when i started seeing him and that has been able to pull me out ...
so the weekend get away was great. we gave decided to do that more often. it was really good for us. mentally and emotionally and as a coupl...
So... The festival was yesterday. And we had bad luck with the shepards hill place again. I tried it last year and didn't sell anything....
I have finally gotten all the Christmas cards we plan to send ready. Now I gotta get to post office. They will probably be late but I tried ...