I am so very worried about Stan-- he is not sleeping good and has so much stress at work.
I think he needs to drink some sleepytime tea with me at night. i would suggest the calming yogi tea on top of it but it has cinnamon. but the sleepytime tea is more for sleep anyways.
i feel so bad every time he has bad time at work because i cant make it better.
i want to make everything better.
and when i cant help me it makes me feel like a failure but.. i know sometimes its beyond my control completely and... the letting it go is just so very hard for me.
today i washed a load of laundry and now its in the dryer. i filled the sink up with steaming hot water and a bit of bleach and detergent and sanitized some cleaning brushes and sponges and scrubbers ...
i will take out garbage later
i feel very into playing music lately
i wish i could draw better
but i can to black and white ink doodles and designs just nothing... you know... nothing like sketching and what not
okay so... i ran to the store and got some stuff
stan brought home chicken and it was delicious
we watched LostGirl and now we are watching a documentary on raccoons.. THEY ARE SO ADORABLE OH MY GOD
i am so exhaustedddd
we are going to bed early because we are old people now ok thanks
I had so much fun on vacation. and on the way back i ate something that made me sick as hell. i am not over it yet-- food poisoning i guess...
so the weekend get away was great. we gave decided to do that more often. it was really good for us. mentally and emotionally and as a coupl...
So... The festival was yesterday. And we had bad luck with the shepards hill place again. I tried it last year and didn't sell anything....
I have finally gotten all the Christmas cards we plan to send ready. Now I gotta get to post office. They will probably be late but I tried ...