Tuesday, August 26, 2014

terrific or terrifying tuesday.... who knows

I am not going to go into detail about what happened, I will just say that I am the luckiest woman in the world and Stan is the most amazing person I have ever met in my entire life. and I am blessed. There are not words in any language to describe how blessed I am and how much I love him and how thankful I am to have him choose ME to spend his life with... how grateful I am. I dont think I would be alive right now if he hadnt showed up.

Today I am going to give mom the jewelry sales/deliveries.

I also need to call Indian Rivers because I am not able to do without therapy. I tried and I failed. So here we go. Its ok.. this new lady is really nice and I talked to her a lot on the phone and I think she will be a good help to me.. I dont think anyone can replace Lisa and I think that is why I didnt want to keep seeing anyone.. but I have to keep an open mind and give this new lady a chance.. I miss Lisa so bad.... she was an empath and understood my eclectic spiritual beliefs..

i want to write more right now but i want to get back in bed and cuddle with my future husband because he deserves some love after what i have put him through. I love you GrumpyBear. you are my rock. please done give up on me. I am trying really hard to keep my head together every single day.. and its a struggle every single day. and i need you.. you know i need you. i love you.














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ok its 2:30pm mom stayed here for a really long time.... we chatted about a million thingssss...
I she brought my business cards with her so.... yayayayaayyayayayayyaayayay i am legit


1 comment:

all i can say at this point is thank god for prozac

the psychiatrist has agreed to put me back on the 60 mgs of prozac i was on when i started seeing him and that has been able to pull me out ...