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I guess you never know what you really want until something really life changing presents itself.

Pregnancy, even the possibility of it, changes everything.

I don't know how long it will take for me to find someone to start a family with whom I get along with, but I guess that's fine. I will just live my life. Things tend to happen when you're not looking for it. Proven fact.

So maybe the person I need will show up randomly in the future. If not that's fine. I'll be okay.

The most important thing anybody can ever do is the things that they think will make them happy.
So that's what I did.
There isn't much else to say.

Once I get a job I will start looking for apartments. =P
That will be super fun, no? Having a place to live that is more than a bedroom and isn't a house full of people who come and go all hours of the night will be awesome. Plus there will be significantly less DISHES TO WASH.
Haha.

My cat missed me. He's been all clingy since I got back. So cute.

I'm about to run to the store for shampoo and conditioner, since I didn't have room to pack that stuff and I'm always afraid it will explode somehow.

Catching up with some friends has been fun the past day or so.
Yesterday felt like two days worth of time because I stayed up really late last night talking. There's this one person I just can't, for the life of me, stop talking to... I don't think I've ever had a better friend than this person. It's refreshing for someone to actually check on me and see how I'm doing multiple times a day. That's what I've needed, someone who actually talks to me. It feels like something inside is coming back to life now that I have people I talk to regularly. Getting ignored 99% of the day is kind of a daunting feeling.

ANYWAYS. TO THE STORE! I guess my brother will have to drive me lol